So there I was, in a party at night. I soon became embroiled in a conversation with three other friends regarding Indonesia. The conversation was very... negative. It increased my doubts regarding whether I should move back to Indonesia when I do graduate. Yet, there is no point in my staying here either...
Things I want to do now
Delete facebook, on one hand it connected me to great, new people but on the other hand...it's a very sad reminder and every time I open it, I could almost cry.
Interesting Quote: I'll die for you ...but I won't live for you.
If future Vincent finds the source one day, be sure to write it down!
Showing posts with label holiday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label holiday. Show all posts
Saturday, July 2, 2011
Holiday First Week
Holidays are here. Slightly enjoyable, learning Chinese, studying programming and spending time with friends and what not. Boredom happens from time to time though. I view with dread the future when this would happen no more and all that awaits is work.
Comparatively, boredom is a pleasant state to be in. When I have free time, I think of useless things like how high school friends and all the people I have ever known are doing. Yes, I have no life and quite a good memory...:) On a side note being slightly more independent, yes, I finally learned how to operate the switch to cook rice. Will attempt to learn more cooking techniques (cook-ies?) so I can feed friends and hopefully save money. Not like I have anything to save for, but well, you never know. Had an epicly painful stomachache "yesternight", almost wished I was dead. I don't know whether that was the coffee I drank in the morning or the ice cream I had at night. Either way, not going to have either for the time being.
Having that feeling where I want to contact people but not sure whether the people I want to contact would be glad to hear from me. Slightly optimistic but have often been disappointed before so I will hold off on that. Not sure if I am being silly but life is comfortable so I'll try to stave off unknown variables for these short while. Still wondering how people are doing but I guess I will let them have their privacy no matter how curious I get. Sigh. This might be why I don't have friends. But...
Comparatively, boredom is a pleasant state to be in. When I have free time, I think of useless things like how high school friends and all the people I have ever known are doing. Yes, I have no life and quite a good memory...:) On a side note being slightly more independent, yes, I finally learned how to operate the switch to cook rice. Will attempt to learn more cooking techniques (cook-ies?) so I can feed friends and hopefully save money. Not like I have anything to save for, but well, you never know. Had an epicly painful stomachache "yesternight", almost wished I was dead. I don't know whether that was the coffee I drank in the morning or the ice cream I had at night. Either way, not going to have either for the time being.
Having that feeling where I want to contact people but not sure whether the people I want to contact would be glad to hear from me. Slightly optimistic but have often been disappointed before so I will hold off on that. Not sure if I am being silly but life is comfortable so I'll try to stave off unknown variables for these short while. Still wondering how people are doing but I guess I will let them have their privacy no matter how curious I get. Sigh. This might be why I don't have friends. But...
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